Oh Big Lou, I feel bad for you, stay strong, help Cathy along. I just had a big cry this morning. The bus came and took my hubby away to Calgary for his first set of radiation treatment. I got him a small suitcase, he said that was all he wanted, then he stuffed the suitcase so full, and took two extra fat carry bags. I carried the bags and rolled the suitcase on the new sidewalk I had laid down myself early this summer, just before the sun came. There was a couple other guys in the bus, the one I did see, appeared pale and thin, and he gave me a "faint" smile, then I kissed my hubby, helped him in the bus, waved goodby and had a good cry....