My sweet monster DOggy Saddie past away two weeks before last Christmas, we took it hard. Me and my hubby just loved Sadie. when people asked how she was, I would run away and cry. It was horrible. People who don't love dogs like us could not understand how it could hurt so bad. The my honey got the growth in his mouth. At first the doctors said it was not cancer. Then it grew bigger every week. Then they said it was cancer, but it was just a little bit and not bad and radiation would not be needed. Then when we got to the Tom Baker center in Calgary, they said it was big bad cancer and needed to be operated on very soon.
I was in shock, and was very scared for my honey. I cried my eyes out and thought I will never get through this and lost all my energy to do anything. Back in late September, he had the big 15 hours surgery. I slept in the back of truck in hospital parking lot just so I could be near him in case it went bad. I walked around the hospital like a zombie with very red eyes. I never though we would get though this, could not see the end in sight. But now he is home and I feel so much better, even though the treatments are making him sick, it will be over soon and all a very bad memory. I can't even think about what if? That does not register right now, cause right now I have him home safe, on the couch, with a big blanket and tv on, one day at a time, sweet Jesus, that's all I'm asking from you...
You too Sissy will find your strength again... it just takes time, the shock of everything is still very new for you. God bless you and your hubby tonight, have a peaceful Christmas evening.