It is actually VERY upsetting to me, especially when I realized it is likely going to happen again. I can't predict when she will come into heat, and the last time the stupid mutt shepherd mix dog bred her, so had to abort those pups and wait until this time. So, I wasn't going to forego getting her bred, but darn it, so depressing. It will be fine either way. My neighbor kids will be here to watch her. The youngest one is likely the new animal care giver for me this summer, and she will come by often to check on her, and then give me hourly reports after she starts giving birth. Yes, they were raised on a farm (the kids) and they know what to do in case of an emergency. So far she has never had any trouble giving birth. Only lost one puppy, it got under the bedding, but that was my fault, should have had her on flat surface, instead of fluffy. Lesson learned.