We all lose some fish when we started out, don't let it get you down. Its like on the job training, you'll learn thru experience and by listening to the advice of these folks. New ponds don't have beneficial bacteria that feed on the fish waste and decaying plant matter that will make the water poisonous for your fish. You can buy beneficial bacteria though, to help kickstart a healthy colony in your pond, although I think its too late in the season for that now as the bacteria needs warmer water to live in. Pond plants also help very much because they feed on all the ammonia and nutrients that fish create , it makes them grow like fertilizer does and in doing so keeps the water healthy for the fish to breathe. Its gonna take a couple years for a new pond to establish its ecosystem from what I've heard. After that the darn thing will practically take care of itself ,at least that's the case with my 1700 gal pond . So please don't give up it's worth sticking with. You'll see for yourself that its a great way to relax outside all summer, sometimes you just don't wanna go inside because your having a good time observing all the wildlife that shows up. Birds, bugs, frogs and fish are all great to watch and help us unwind , relax and enjoy our free time.